Below is another story I wrote in 4th grade, this one for a school assignment. I believe it was written sometime in the spring of 1981.
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The Future People
Monday
I first got into my time machine at noon. I began the controls. I became real dizzy. The Time Machine seemed to fall over. I stopped the control dial.
It read 3 PM. But the Time Machine did go into the future! So I turned the dial again.
The days went by. In 1989 a rocket to Mars went up. In 1992 I saw large blueish-white tanks holding water. A large hurricane was over part of South America. In 1999 a space shuttle went up to give fuel to a space station. Then everything was red.
In the twenty-first century some apes were in a space station, working with people.
My time machine was going at the speed of light. It was 300 feet up and it would land back at my house where I went up.
By 2150 there was a nuclear war in America. It ended and a new city was built in space. It was red. Mutants walked in it. The Washington monument was 1 inch high. The tower of Pisa was on the ground. I stopped the time machine. Seven landing arms touched the ground. They pulled me to the ground and shot out blue globes of water in every direction. The year-reader read 3902. I opened the door and got out. A fireball crashed right beside me and went back up. The desert lasted for miles. Cactus plants were far ahead. I ran to an oasis in the distance.
I saw a man running away from the oasis. He was tall and wore lion fur. I found a beach and walked along it. The statue of liberty was on the shore. It was cracked and half-buried underground. Tall weeds and boulders were surrounding it. In the distance I saw the Empire State Building. It was on the other side of the lake I was walking by. Near it were the Twin Towers. One of them was broken on the top. The rest of the buildings were either gone or broken.
I went back toward the statue. I passed it and then I walked to the time machine. A person was chained up by some red-haired people. There were some black-haired people holding chained people in a large cage.
I saw the time machine. I took off and went backwards in space. A skeleton was on a spaceship and it was getting its organs and skin back. The tower of Pisa went up. The Washington monument rose up. I came in for a landing. Cars were driving backwards. I touched the ground and got out. I think that I would like to be in New York in 3902.
Monday, December 9, 2013
Saturday, December 7, 2013
The Sad Saturnian
Here is a little piece of nonsense verse that I composed earlier this year.
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The Sad Saturnian
I saw a sad Saturnian
On Saturday in the park
His eyes buzzed bright and furry
In the wrinkling, twinkling dark
His squid hands held a juniper branch
Which he swallowed like a Thomistic whale
He murmured forth a yellow bank of turtles
Then told a dismally sweet and languid tale
If he had been a cat from Venus
Or even a caribou from Mars
We might have let him taste the bitter lichens
That fell from certain grim and mountainous stars
As it was, he gurgled, then laughingly eluded us
Warbling along the ridiculous brook
His echoing gray name he never left us
But left us with a sad and Saturnish look
Steven Holland
March 13, 2013
Thursday, December 5, 2013
The 20th Century Dinosaur
This story has been transcribed faithfully from the original manuscript of December 25, 1980. I have even preserved the mysterious misspelling "refrigetar". I say mysterious because I was an excellent speller, and it seems to me rather surprising that I would have misspelled the word refrigerator at all, let alone so egregiously. I did sometimes purposely alter the spelling of words so as to invent some similar but new concept, and that may be what I had in mind in this case; but, to be quite honest, I have no memory of any such intention, and it may actually have been simply a terrible misspelling. In any case, I am leaving the text as is so as to faithfully preserve what I wrote that Christmas Day when I was 10.
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The 20th Century Dinosaur
One day, a boy found an egg in his back yard. It was as big as his hand. He decided to take it to the dairy.
He took it there the next day. In a week, it was gone. The boy couldn't find it. He looked at the place where he had put it last.
There he found a baby dinosaur.
He ate leaves, grain, and fruit.
Pretty soon, he was as big as a cereal box. He grew every day.
One time, he got as big as an elephant.
The boy put him in a room of the 2-room shed. He put blankets in the room. Winter came pretty soon.
The dinosaur ate up to a refrigetar of food a day.
His dad told him to take him to a national zoo. He told him he could see him every year; but the dinosaur might live 150 or 200 more years.
So he took him to the zoo nearby.
In 2180, a boy was at the zoo, looking at the dinosaur. His grandfather told him, "my great-grandfather said that when he was real little his grandfather told him this was his dinosaur."
Friday, October 25, 2013
Fantasy v. Realism: An Opinion
The following is an essay I wrote in May 2009. This is the first time I have published it.
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Fantasy and realism, it would seem, are two of the most fundamental modes of art, the one expressing the inner vision of imagination and the other representing the observable world around us. We might assume that each mode has a history stretching back into the dim human past, and that any given work of narrative or visual art humankind has ever produced can be placed somewhere on the spectrum between the most accurate, sober realism and the wildest flights of fancy.
However, in one sense, both fantasy and realism are recent inventions, at least as we tend to conceive of them today. The modern narrative genre of “fantasy” has only existed for two centuries at the outside, and the same might be said of the narrative genre of “realism”. Prior to the nineteenth century, and particularly before the advent of the realist novel in the middle of that century, no strong or significant distinction seems to have been made between the “fantastic” and the “realistic” in literature. Take classic epics like the Odyssey, for instance, or Beowulf. Both stories are rife with monsters and take the form of heroic, romantic adventures (two qualities which a modern “realistic” temperament tends to associate with the unreal escapism of popular fiction or blockbuster movies), yet both works are deemed to be of the greatest literary quality and cultural importance. The reason for this assessment, it seems clear, is that both the Odyssey and Beowulf deal with larger human concerns and are written in well-wrought and elevated poetic language. In other words, the tales of Odysseus and Beowulf are not mere escapist potboilers, but rather are works of both great style and rich substance. These epics, and many others like them, are serious, profound works of human expression, expressed in beautiful and sublime ways.
As one who has maintained a lifelong love of science fiction and other fantastical narrative genres, I am the first to criticize the uncritical dismissal of fantasy by those high-minded audiences who view it all as pulp trash or childish make-believe. But at the same time I readily acknowledge that much of contemporary genre fiction falls well short of achieving the quality of classic literature. Of course, most authors writing genre fantasy and science fiction are not even attempting to produce works that could proudly take their place on the shelf beside those of Homer, Dante, or Shakespeare. They are, more often than not, simply creating stories to entertain their readers, and in this respect many of them greatly succeed.
So while I can see that the vast majority of published fantastic fiction does not aspire to the level of “high” literature and is therefore of minimal interest to many literary connoisseurs, I also believe that novels or films within these genres receive unnecessarily short shrift from those who deem anything fantastical as insubstantial, irrelevant, or--get this--unrealistic.
Is this bias against the fantastic only a case of unfounded generalization, a form of artistic “profiling” or blindly prejudiced stereotyping? Probably. (“It's because I'm sci-fi, isn't it?”) For every fantasy novel that the hardheaded realist can point to as an example of unserious, untruthful pabulum, I can throw back two or three outwardly “realistic” novels that answer to the charge. The issue isn't whether a story is outwardly fantastic or realistic, as this is only skin deep. What counts is what's on the inside, that is, the inherent substance and style of the work. The high esteem given by critics to such enduring classics as A Midsummer Night's Dream and Frankenstein, as well as the aforementioned epics, demonstrates that consistent surface realism is not a requisite for the production of great literature. Somehow, Shakespeare and Shelley got away with putting fairies and monsters in their High Art.
The realist novel, which is to say the self-consciously “realistic” novel, came into vogue in the Victorian era and reflected a certain soberly scientific outlook of its time. The Enlightenment had already cleared the air of fairies and, with its high-beam rationality, demonstrated to its own satisfaction that the night was free of ghosts and monsters. Notwithstanding the Romantics' spirited (shall we say) defense of all things marvelous and strange, the clear-eyed, clear-headed views of the Age of Reason gained a foothold in the realm of storytelling. Now we were to have edifying tales about real people in the real world… no more letting our imaginations get carried away. A story, to be really good, must be not about adventures and wonders, but about real estate deals and marital strife. In other words, literature, to be truly serious, must be about things as they really are.
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Things as they really are... One item that is surprisingly rare in discussions of fantasy literature is the question of how we know, or who says, what is “realistic” and therefore what is “fantastic”. This, of course, is a metaphysical question. If fairy stories are labeled as fantasy, it is because we assume that fairies are not in fact real. But this real-unreal distinction strikes me as a far too simplistic, and misleading, way to distinguish between fantasy and realism. It is not enough, and not really to the point, to say that fantasy stories are deliberately fanciful and that realistic stories are conscientiously devoted to depicting life as it really is. Or rather, the very terms “fantasy” and “realism” are inadequate in conveying the important distinctions between these two modes of narrative art.
The fantasy-realism dichotomy implies that we live in a thoroughly materialistic universe, and that any story dealing with the supernatural is “fantastic”, which basically means unreal. While this may seem unproblematic to a committed materialist, it is hardly satisfying to anyone who believes in at least the possibility of a supernatural dimension to reality. For that matter, calling any story that posits the existence of extraterrestrial civilizations or creatures “fantastic” suggests that even stories grounded in scientifically plausible physical and biological principles may fall short of realism if they dare to imagine possibilities currently unknown to us.
Of course, it is useful to distinguish between the known and the unknown, between storytelling based on experience and that based on imagination, even if the imagined thing is perfectly possible. This is at least a more accurate, and less controversial, way to distinguish the realistic and the fantastic than to take the terms too literally. But it is still not enough, for there is no firm line between the literature of experience and the literature of imagination. Indeed, any story you care to name is based on both imagination and experience. This is of course true of all art, which combines, to varying degrees, what we have experienced of the world with what we can imagine about it.
So if it is not the real and the unreal that constitute the most significant distinction between realistic and fantastic art, and if it is not even the known and the unknown, then what is it? I would venture that the relevant difference is that between the mimetic and the symbolic. Of course, both of these traits exist to varying degrees in any work of art, as do reality and fantasy. My claim is simply that an examination of any given work's place on the mimesis-symbolism spectrum is more useful in understanding its nature than is merely considering it as either realistic or fantastic in the most literal sense.
The mimetic and the symbolic are two complementary modes of art-making that emphasize different ways of interpreting reality. The mimetic seeks to imitate what it sees, in order to see it more fully. The symbolic, on the other hand, seeks to represent the inward perceptions of the mind, whether these be the most rarefied philosophical abstractions or highly concrete visions filled with sensuous detail. Any given work of art can be said to function in both of these modes simultaneously, though it may emphasize one mode over the other.
I believe it is more useful and less misleading to think of “fantastic” narratives as symbolic ones, rather than as unrealistic ones. To say they are unrealistic is to do them, and audiences, a disservice, because it implies that such stories tell us nothing about reality, perhaps even that they tell us lies about reality. But ostensibly “realistic” narratives are just as capable of falsifying reality as are the most fantastic tales. So it is not a question of truthfulness. It is only a question of interpreting truth by way of literalism or metaphor, science or myth, history or poetry.
It is a curious malady of the modern mind that it gives such esteem to prosaic literalism and has such little regard for poetic symbolism. Even much of contemporary religion emphasizes the literality of sacred writings while ignoring the rich metaphor that is the only vehicle for expressing profound spiritual truths. Myths are true in a way that science is not, and poetry can give us knowledge that factual history can never provide. Our civilization currently prizes the factual, literal, small truths of scientific and historical discourse at the same time it disregards the larger, deeper truths that have been traditionally embodied in our religions and our art. These larger, deeper truths can only be approached through imagination and intuition, not by way of verifiable scientific observations or statistics-laden reports. Information does not equal knowledge, let alone wisdom.
Modern fantastic narratives are perhaps the last refuge, in our blindingly literal society, of the mythopoeic faculties that were wielded to such tremendous and enduring effect by the poets of old. It is true that the vast majority of fantastic narratives being produced today, whether in the medium of prose or film, might be considered subliterary, trivial, and ephemeral; but the same is true of the vast majority of realistic narratives. In evaluating the profundity, the relevance, and the beauty of any given story, we might do well to look past its superficial resemblance to the world we know and to consider what it tells us about that world.
Friday, October 18, 2013
A Distant Night in May
it
was a distant night in May
the sweet scent of
orange blossoms
may have filled
the warm and twinkling air
—though i cannot
recall for certain
for i glimpse this
luminous, longing vision
not by way of
sightless sight
but through the
yearning inward eyes
of my deepest
dreaming soul
it is you i see
there—
you, in that
intimate, dimly lit chamber
the same room
where you, so dearly, slept
and gave your
secret thoughts to the night
i was with you
upon that far off eve
our souls like
brittle peeking blossoms
that trembled in
the glittering dusk
—a song, a star, a
dream.
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the bedroom’s soft
light still glows
like a gentle
gossamer moon
somewhere in the
universal dark
a star yet
wandering the ancient heavens
silently seeking
its vernal home
appearing lost
amid the fixèd stars
yet following a
fated, elliptic orbit
toward its sighing
cosmic destiny
in an elegant but
invisible constellation
—i see it, that
sweet lost silver star
not by futile
telescopic lens
but in my dark and
dreaming heart
it is still aloft,
adrift somewhere
in the high and
sparkling vault
a secret soft-lit
chamber
hidden in the
beating heart
of the deep vast
sea of night
that star still
calls to me
across the years
of time
and across the
unlit empty spaces
that separate me
from thee
and mine from thine
that tender place,
that lovely
incandescent room
surrounded by the
universal dark
where we, almost
touched
—a song, a star, a
dream.
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i see us still,
that night
alone, us two, in
springtime
on a silent and a
singing dusk
your eyes there,
lustrous
still gaze
curiously into mine
your forearm,
tender
still rests
untouched upon your lap
that room, that
moment
drifting still
among the stars
searching for its
longed-for home
the home, waiting,
where
white curtains
rustle softly
in the warm evening
breeze
where lies a cool
quiet bed
waiting to receive
our weight
and a gentle
glowing lamp
waiting to be made
dark
it is, perhaps, a
distant night in May
the sweet scent of
orange blossoms
may fill the lush
and verdant twilight air
this may be only
known
when i, no longer
lost among the stars
arrive upon my
bright and silver home
and there discover
you
—my song, my star,
my dream.
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Steven Holland
October 17, 2013
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Of The Future
the future is not made up of silver space cones
or computers gurgling their sickly data sets--
the future is instead made
of unexpected roses
of breathless lovers' feet
stealing away into the voluptuous dark
of songs given and songs received
of dawns never dreamed
and happinesses unforeseen
the future is made of soft children's hands
touching, new worlds birthing
the sweetness of secret words exchanged
in the silences of night
no, the future is not made of plastic and of steel--
nor of utopias, microwaves, or jets--
the future is instead made
of gloriously appearing myths
of wondrously fateful flowers
of strange and sighing stars
of fields beyond the world you've known
the future is no more a dream
the future is here--is now
Steven Holland
October 16, 2013
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Song of Night
I sing to you, fairest heart
your face among the stars--
you, like dark Selene
grace me with your silvery love--
and my love, too, is like the moonglow
that tender kisses the yearning flowers
of your deep and dreaming night
our love, lustrous, luminous, and lush
rests upon this fragrant desert bed
soft and breathing warm
for this, my love, is all we have--
this fleeting florid moment
and all the golden past
and every future clime--
all my love for thee, my glory--
for thou, and thou alone, art mine
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Steven Holland
October 1, 2013
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